Me...

I realise i'm a person filled with intense emotions. It isn't very hard to tell when i'm happy and when i'm not. I always try very hard to please others but when i feel that it all comes to naught, i'll appear to be very tired. I'm genuinely tired less than half the time. I wonder if people really realise how tiring it is to please others. Be it your family, friends or partners. Even when you are out to please others out of your own free will and from the bottom of your heart. I always say that love is without conditions...but i do not totally practice what i preach. Maybe 90% of the time i'm practicing it. But i am only human. Everyone hopes to get something in return no matter how small a gesture it is.

Sometimes i really feel like i'm a cynic or a jester standing at the side, watching the world go by.